Blue.
I am a small human dipped in a tub full of blue paint. Feeling a different blue every single day. Jolting up and below like a crazy ball on a trampoline Exhaustively out of control. To one end corner, to the other diagonal Shooting up high and collapsing smiles. Somedays It's a bright blue. I sleep with a wide smile, for I have people that make me feel loved and find me beautiful. Best Friends who forgive me even though we haven't talked talked lately. There are days when im just sitting on my best friends penthouse terrace, with her dog tied away because im afraid. A group of seven friends with one missing, forming an asymmetrical tangram. Humans that seem to be made of laughter, Pain hidden like that annoying meme page. Spilling out the truths, and the darkest side of them Believing that it will camouflage with the darker night. Then there's a pale light blue that makes me feel light. When they tell me I have a whole different vibe. When they tell me